Just to remind

Life is never Predicted,..
Hopes are regulated,..

When I'm sophisticated,..
You will see me complected,..

Never be so pessimistic ted ,..
Because Life is always a captivated ...

Don't find me cursed, ..
I also wished a surge, ..

Diary Page 21.08.2011 - Infinity + MyLife

How did you ever felt , when some body close to you asked, What does it mean by "Life" to you ?
Well , at the moment I would like to say , my life is still under construction and let you know , asap once I've done with it (smile).

It might sound weird , but these days ... I'm considering seriously about the reality of our living on earth. Simply it was just like - a generation after another like a cir-cal.My parents raised me their parents raised them and so on.. Now I'm about to continue it.

All we do is , born ,educate ,earn , live , generate the future version and leave the earth, isn't it ? So if this is the life , why we are fighting & keep worrying about life, ?

Don't know how to explain this more conveniently, but bottom line is Life is a abstract of a repeating soul.we keep going and going as theirs no end in a circle.

I know,it Sounds awkward, but I mean it, as to what I can see & understand. :)
Don't you ever feel like that ?? (questioned)



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Out !!

it say's that "hopes keeps a man living on earth".yap that's true for a some sort of level.But having hopes is still not enough to be happiest on earth.Some how we have to work for it.Grab our chances taking our best shot and getting best out of every chance we have been offered.

Anyway so far in my life there were only few goals which I wanted to be achieved before I leave the earth.And now I'm happy to say that I'm almost done with making them come true.As everybody else I felt my self as a abnormal unique character(smile).Don't know what does that mean to others,but

to me I'm having such weird practices of doing certain things and abstracting certain things to my thoughts.It might be depends on one to each other as I used to say.Just like we having four different type fingers in hand.Seems different but stays together.

It takes time to cure when your feelings have been hurt.But believe me,for me it takes as long as you say.Don't know why,but I would like to accept people as quickly as possible then start looking at their inner side of heart.But this is the most weird thing you can do on earth.(evil)

Somehow now it seems everything not about to get as it was.But glad to say, major scenarios are "SNAFU".So nothing to worry about your feeling about my feeling.

Thank you very much dear god...!!!
I found the way out !!!

Again....

Taking along gray away
Smiling all the way
Walking down the bay
We were in love all the day

Dreaming through the rain
When we will together again
No body never feel the pain
Wish we ever Step back again

Good times were back, I naive
wished we will happy the same
Now I'm walking alone in the vale
You Said me you will never back again

Tracing Life,

it's little bit weird and surprising how my life marked it's milestones.In a time it was into management and some other time it was teaching and then banking and so on..
Finally,I got into this engineering degree.I can still remember once a person said that to me,whenever you make a goal,you should have sub goals as well.And little by little ,
step by step run towards it continuously.And I'm happy that now have at the almost end of this run.I will raise the flag of victory in my life.

Only thing I believe is "do it or die!".it keeps me keep working and awaking and running continuously.It's no wonder that a little girl asked me once"you are just like a machine or a robot,what are you man?".I same story happened two days back.Another friend of mine cameup with same statement.So what that could mean.?Same question again and again.... :(

Yes she was right.People become so weird when they start to see nothing but his goal.he do what
ever,when ever,how ever to be getting on to his destination.Sometimes you may thing about me as a selfish pinhead.but have you ever felt that wonderful felling when ever you were able to do something that you have planned before?

If yes,why you think this person is a selfish dump?Everybody of us have some sort of a dream.That what keeps a man motivated against his life struggle.

So, short nights for the dreaming ,and long nights to make them come true.unless you do so ,it will stay as a day dream as long as you live.And I never wanted that way.So let me live as the way I am.I don't need your sympathy.So far I was alone.Sometimes I wished someone will be there to listen to this alien.

I'm not complaining,and I never did.Yes I can win this struggle.After all it's my game.And I never loosed it!

Beware of strangers,I hardly have a dim memory.Never make me to cursed myself.I'm back tracked my life and traced so many things what makes me the way I am now......

now please don't tell me that, you never wished how it was suppose to be....

Diary Page July 16 2011

its been so long,that i haven't seen my BLOG. :P yap, i was correct. During last couple of months I started it all over with my new BEng(Hons) in Software Engineering degree of University of Westminster.London UK

It was little bit promising , that I would be able to start it from the very beginning. (hmm) But actually it was really amazing when things changes for better <3

Anyway good news is I have been selected as the batch representative and that keeps me busy all the day on the net.Reading mails and digging and keying for the reports and all creepy stuff :P

But that doesn't give any idea Nippa has run out of time for the NONSENCE :P.. I still not that much brain washed , but seems it will take some to settle down with my new learning practice.Never been through this much of course works and tutorials and books (feels like a book worm) for a single scenario before in my life time.

Paying 13250$ per module is giving me a creepy feeling that I'm walking on a knife.If you fall off,definitely end up with tear apart in to two pieces it self :((

Hopefully it's good to know that,I have a sponsor who is willing to invest on this Man to become a professional system Designer within next five years :D Yes I won't make you disappointing.Because I step into this industry by my choice.So I know that, home is where the heart is......

Got to back to my code;
See you later with detailed stuff with milestones of this Alien's Life ;

Wishing you all the very best amigoes.....

No Point of Argue ..

It's really good to meet new people as life goes on.And I realize that when considering two people , both of them do not explain causes to the same problem in same manner.It depends on their age experience and most of them the ability to describe the facts,what I used to say it depends on our knowledge level.Because I believe ability comes with learning.(sights)

But what we used to do is we think that we have seen the world a little bit more than the others.Or we have the ability of analyzing than the others does.Because of this some small problems goes too bad and cause to spoil relationships.

What I suggest is we should try to understand about our opponents idea.For a second stand in their place and start to think exact the way he does.So there you will find a way out to get it solved.Other than that what I used to do is letting my opponent to prove his logic by using examples.As we know everything has two side as a coin.So in here you can explain it using his own examples ;)

But I still don't understand is,why these people get angry when they getting loose their
point... ???(confused)



Any point of yours ..

for........

give me a reason for passing the day without you,
and the sound came in and screaming its all I need you to know......
every folks say it was my great mistake and I want prove it you,
that you mean so much to me .....
I shall make it right from wrong
when you ware say it is bad,
just turn around look at this cuss begging for life from curse....
nobody want to get it on but you get me stand still,
and push me forward ....
I miss that screaming shouting yelling and quarrels ,
I'm loosing control over ....
I wanna be your trust care friend and shadow,and that what I'm dying for....

Insuarence for a Successful Life Story...

All this time for far i wanted to know, how living is must be [?] how will it be changed our biological lives?neither one knew what is/was the best way.but every one suggested,and most of good suggestions.

most of them are just like conditions and ethics and patterns that we should need to get used of.

People become soft and nervous with the enforcement that comes up with a great loss.and they dying to recover it as much as they could.when it seems impossible they called is as "changing of time" or "destiny".I'm not saying this is not that is had to be it is.but why we always dying for this things and all materialized objects?or other invincible things?why we cant live it is as it was.when you need to have to more than you got you look for better and when you have more than what you need you want to keep
it forever.is this is the way of life? when we loose some thing we had we miss it and eager of it.some one had to loose to some one get to win. so losers also desire winnings isn't it?so winner had to be loose one day afterward.words are just king of some what that it can produce
something onto some another.

Just a combination can make or destroy a man's fate.what is called self confidence is that what you believe in your thoughts and your inner skills and your soul.when you believe in your self,you can face to anything any matter no matter what is is lead you up-to.so that's your inner side.

But the worst thing is you have a risk of acting as a selfish pin headed rude self judged on your
outer side.in that case i suggest to say "what is the hell ? its my car and my petrol ! " (^_^).but yeah , your thing king is right.how do you suppose to say like that when you are a part of a network?.

Yes that is all about it...how to deal with it and how to manage it? really it depends on man's activities.for me i want to be what i came here for.so if you need anything with your life just go ahead and grab it ! (smile)