Out !!

it say's that "hopes keeps a man living on earth".yap that's true for a some sort of level.But having hopes is still not enough to be happiest on earth.Some how we have to work for it.Grab our chances taking our best shot and getting best out of every chance we have been offered.

Anyway so far in my life there were only few goals which I wanted to be achieved before I leave the earth.And now I'm happy to say that I'm almost done with making them come true.As everybody else I felt my self as a abnormal unique character(smile).Don't know what does that mean to others,but

to me I'm having such weird practices of doing certain things and abstracting certain things to my thoughts.It might be depends on one to each other as I used to say.Just like we having four different type fingers in hand.Seems different but stays together.

It takes time to cure when your feelings have been hurt.But believe me,for me it takes as long as you say.Don't know why,but I would like to accept people as quickly as possible then start looking at their inner side of heart.But this is the most weird thing you can do on earth.(evil)

Somehow now it seems everything not about to get as it was.But glad to say, major scenarios are "SNAFU".So nothing to worry about your feeling about my feeling.

Thank you very much dear god...!!!
I found the way out !!!

Again....

Taking along gray away
Smiling all the way
Walking down the bay
We were in love all the day

Dreaming through the rain
When we will together again
No body never feel the pain
Wish we ever Step back again

Good times were back, I naive
wished we will happy the same
Now I'm walking alone in the vale
You Said me you will never back again

Tracing Life,

it's little bit weird and surprising how my life marked it's milestones.In a time it was into management and some other time it was teaching and then banking and so on..
Finally,I got into this engineering degree.I can still remember once a person said that to me,whenever you make a goal,you should have sub goals as well.And little by little ,
step by step run towards it continuously.And I'm happy that now have at the almost end of this run.I will raise the flag of victory in my life.

Only thing I believe is "do it or die!".it keeps me keep working and awaking and running continuously.It's no wonder that a little girl asked me once"you are just like a machine or a robot,what are you man?".I same story happened two days back.Another friend of mine cameup with same statement.So what that could mean.?Same question again and again.... :(

Yes she was right.People become so weird when they start to see nothing but his goal.he do what
ever,when ever,how ever to be getting on to his destination.Sometimes you may thing about me as a selfish pinhead.but have you ever felt that wonderful felling when ever you were able to do something that you have planned before?

If yes,why you think this person is a selfish dump?Everybody of us have some sort of a dream.That what keeps a man motivated against his life struggle.

So, short nights for the dreaming ,and long nights to make them come true.unless you do so ,it will stay as a day dream as long as you live.And I never wanted that way.So let me live as the way I am.I don't need your sympathy.So far I was alone.Sometimes I wished someone will be there to listen to this alien.

I'm not complaining,and I never did.Yes I can win this struggle.After all it's my game.And I never loosed it!

Beware of strangers,I hardly have a dim memory.Never make me to cursed myself.I'm back tracked my life and traced so many things what makes me the way I am now......

now please don't tell me that, you never wished how it was suppose to be....

Diary Page July 16 2011

its been so long,that i haven't seen my BLOG. :P yap, i was correct. During last couple of months I started it all over with my new BEng(Hons) in Software Engineering degree of University of Westminster.London UK

It was little bit promising , that I would be able to start it from the very beginning. (hmm) But actually it was really amazing when things changes for better <3

Anyway good news is I have been selected as the batch representative and that keeps me busy all the day on the net.Reading mails and digging and keying for the reports and all creepy stuff :P

But that doesn't give any idea Nippa has run out of time for the NONSENCE :P.. I still not that much brain washed , but seems it will take some to settle down with my new learning practice.Never been through this much of course works and tutorials and books (feels like a book worm) for a single scenario before in my life time.

Paying 13250$ per module is giving me a creepy feeling that I'm walking on a knife.If you fall off,definitely end up with tear apart in to two pieces it self :((

Hopefully it's good to know that,I have a sponsor who is willing to invest on this Man to become a professional system Designer within next five years :D Yes I won't make you disappointing.Because I step into this industry by my choice.So I know that, home is where the heart is......

Got to back to my code;
See you later with detailed stuff with milestones of this Alien's Life ;

Wishing you all the very best amigoes.....