I just not meet `it` yet

As I see , it will be a great opportunity for me to let join to their company.I'm looking forward for a bright future.I will start my increment and growth ASAP.As I know all folks are now regretted for their mistake,however I don't think I should forgive them (do I?).Ca'ze I'm fed up with being missed undertaken so far. Yes I won't let them to trouble me once and forever(devil eyed).We will see how the game goes..As I believe it need to be see a end ASAP.Otherwise things are ready to go wrong.(Yes most Badly).I can't help with it same well as the previous time.

But I can say this,If there is a will there is a way(100%).just try to be it and you are on it as I used to say and believe.Finally I would be grateful to several people,they are,the person were the path showers of me(lovely),my dream gift er(i pod),IT innovator+was closest blood of mine..,and my business partners and my few Best and most previous Friends(loyal).

Thank you for bearing this freak so this far!Now It's time to play .. (whoopee!).Here it goes as I wanted to be it as It was!


"wow , if i need to change the world I just need to see @ the changing axis.. You can't be the blamer as I just not meet `it` yet- Nicklaus "

whatz up ...

nothing seems social in my daily routine.but still got some stuff back on line to mess with.hope this all will meet an end ASAP.until then i will try my best.please no more burden on me at once.or the system is almost ready to get messed up ! (woo ha)

trying to figure out what happened last few days.other than that everything seems normal except that lost :( . we'll see as it says "everything h appends for a good reason -_- "

well sounds I'm going to get a change after a long time.when did i feel that before ??? (can't remember)might not very often.thanks to mama and my family I'm gonna beat this too (green eyed!)
ya aah !

need finalized some decisions and that's all.i will be the god of my life after all.(have to be). Everything back to normal ever since it was happened to be...

feelings and me without u ...

i feel as everything just happened. what should i say ? I don't know. how it could be ? don 't know.everything was just like a miracle(as u said).i was just thinking it was another challenge I've met.honestly said i thought this will never be like this.yes i should never to be happened. i swear, since my birth I've never asked anything from god or angels either.I've never believe in then.as to my belief religion is a blind simile to protect human brain collapsing due to many circumstances.we people would like to think this , there will be some invincible party to stand behind us and protecting us.so we can say and believe we are protected over them.if it is not , I'm asking " who the hell has seen anything of it?...."how ever u might any different that this , as it need to be. this might drive u crazy (will be) cause u also fright to face the truth.if u are person want's Ur soul to be protected by any other second party other than being Ur self.but in my case, who cares ??well if I'm not to stay on that sight , I've been loosign more and more thing in my life.recent lost was couple of minutes ago... i don't know whether u will see this.but honestly i should say it was a great loss of my life.who ever whatever say or do,still I'm trying to recover it until my last breath....! so many thing I've been given.some thing that i will never can be returned.but u gave me some memories that is still i can get remembered and makes me happy.but it's all for me,and I've to accept that i lost my self because of u............ can you believe it i have loosen my control my self?,how could u even me either.so all i got to do is to make this as a another turning point of my journey.should i do that?,i f i did it it will be a turning point of the turning point.case never wanted to be it like this,and i will never let it be so easier ! keying though the PC never be a part of my life before.cn u remember those days.forget them! they will never arise again and they will never make any of us happy like before.dont know what to say about it,but keep remind my last words,it was never be as it was happens to be if u were me ! wish u good luck and bye.....

Last But Not Least .

Well, I don't know what will be the use fullness of this blog to me or to u either.but still i need some things to be keep written somewhere else rather than my memory.

spending days in workplace then back to home and in the week end with my friends and having parties and all.. I don't think this will make a man either , but still help me get rid of some sad and bad memories in my passed life.don't knew what to do or tell about em all.but still i know I'm heading in the right track for the god sake.. :)